Luckily I reached the zenith, or rather, the bottom yesterday. What utter relief to be freed from the most unbearable, unendurable emotional pain possible.
For those of us with an illness, like a chronic flu, the waves will come again. But if we can survive the crisis, relief feels like rebirth. All the problems are still the same. All the solutions are still the same. But somehow the body chemistry has changed and there is hope.
Like night and day. Dark and light. Thank God for change.